How Can U Hide Mood GIRLS!! Male Masturbation Questions!! Please Help!?

GIRLS!! male masturbation questions!! please help!? - how can u hide mood

I'd been there, so I am a 14 year old boy: D and I havent since Monday, masturbating, trying to do in a week, not as a rule, because their relaxation, stress reduction and clear, but an hour, I can be yourself and be alone, the problem is that I do not know! Cutting IM me every day, but now (once a week, my first time goin per week), I'm not sure if I had bennifit! I wish this moment outside the ordianry a bit special and better than the rest because it is an "opportunity".
U guys do 1.so if?
2. The day?
3. Morning or evening?
4. are your parents home?
5. do u listen to music, light candles? As already in the mood?
6. How do you determine if u do that day?
7. or "Why is that?
9. AFTE tired orr, the tired and idk why: (I want to sleep only at a later date.
10. do u sound? How blende u .. I can never hold on .. really annoying
11. is nice after a stressful day or tense?
Girl im so sorry for asking you guys, but guys are just laughing at me, and I want serious answers .. I feel very bad .. : (

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Please answer these questions ... Girl I feel so terrible, but I am so confused and lost .. : (